Lately life has been...
not enough sleep. ukuleles. oldies music. coffee, a lot of coffee. Jesus. serious amounts of Jesus. new friends. old friends. excitement. anticipation. hunger for something more. something bigger, something better. more life.
Life is weird. You know? I think I have my life all figured out, and then something changes. It kind of makes me feel like a "new kid." I'm at this point. Some sort of precipice. I want to jump off. I want to live by faith. But I have these stupid, messed up, broken, human eyes. I keep trying to see where I'm going. Find my way. Watch out for that stick, that rock, that stumbling block. God keeps rushing into my life. Bigger, better, faster, stronger. I'm letting go of myself, little by little, and he's rushing in.
It makes me want to do things like... quit my job and be with people who need to see Jesus. Live with them. Help them. Love them. Wash feet. Only problem is...I have to work out how to do this in the real world.
Confusing. How do you live in the real world?
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nice post! good questions! I'm learning to follow God where I am right now. I'm so eager to change circumstances, and he just wants to spend time with me and teach me and grow me. Adventure-and-a-half! I must be on stage 1-2 (you know, the SMB level with the cool music), because I'm not even thinking of the big things - like moving to another country, etc.
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